Memories

endless hole of misery
nothing but pain for eternity
follow my pleasures into the sun
one day this life will finally be done

one day i wont have the final laugh
i will have no fears anymore
no hardship down the path
nothing left in store

ill have to step away
memories broken me in two
knowing i missed you to that day
realizing that i threw it away for you

so ill cut to leave a mark in me
a mark that i can never forget
a painfully pleasant memory
that i could never regret

so that when it comes.
that day i long inside for oh so deeply...
when im dying sadly and painfully to the audience of no one.
i can remember it... and hopefully, forget how you never remembered me.